That thing that sets your heart on fire, that thing which seems like to be around it would be so heart opening that you don’t know if you could even survive it, do that thing first. Don’t delay, its not too late. Do that thing, be with those people, learn that learning, listen to those words, be that being. Don’t wait twenty years. Do it now. Don’t stay in abstract eternity, choose intimacy with your greatest loves instead. That teaching which you feel you would have to die, be annihilated and be a different greater person if you were to be around it, be around that, listen to that. Die and be annihilated by it. That gift that you burn to give, let it come through you, give it to the world, offer it, let it pour through your heart into the people with a uproarious generosity. Those words which enflame you with the feeling of the greatest homecoming and return and soaring adventure with no safety net into the unknown, listen to them now and speak them, as if you are God or Goddess speaking the universe into existence. Those people that touch your heart with joy, with immensity, that remind you your grief and love are one, that make peace and passion one, that make your bodyspirit soar and your spiritbody shake, be with those people.